In the Night I Whispered That I Love You

In the night I whisper I love thee in a million ways,

My cell calls a deep echoing throb with it;

I love thee,

I love thee,

I love thee.

I love thee with lightness - a fluttering dense enlargement of my stature.

I love thee with tumult, With stark, and With apparence.

It is obvious that I love thee and yet tis obvious that you must know of it.

''Tis a secret that I love thee. For no one doth know it, but Tis true and nearly just yours own.

''Tis mental it is that I love thee. 'Tis unstable-like, 'tis waif, and gratifying.

''Tis well aimed, the shot that struck me. A wound tha'tis well earned. ''Tis well earned and yet I'm remains surprised.

''Tis aching that I love thee. My body. Tis hurts, ''tis lonely, and tis sweeping.

''Tis hurried that I love thee. ''Tis hushed, tis large and it is hardly slept.


So stay, remain, it's gracious, that you seem to love me so.

I arch my neck to reach your grace, my spine it's ever slow.

Internal is a faint distraction

It's a sinking flat.

Endeavour, I to make to u,

A true embalming slat.

Vous êtes un chat

et je suis une potet.

Feel like a thief

Truthfully never have I ever

Come across thoughts so morosely obscene

As the slow ebbing mute realisation

That nothing's never not going to be seen.

As much as I look for worth

In the things I do and I say,

A dishonest sorrow is held in my backpack,

And it's dying for it all to die away.

Is service the only thing for it?

Give my deaths and my loves; loving martyrs.

Pass some spark along, few more smiles and I'm gone,

A zipper on my back, like catharsis?


So, am I just living till death?

Or am I just living to die?

Is that a depressional fixation?

If so, why don't I just cry?

Yeah, why do I get up in the morning?

If all I've gotta do is survive?

And yes maybe there is a God

After death, and I must prepare it.

How on earth am I supposed to know,

If I aint ever been there yet?

So then, do I become God?

And make my afterlife now?

I practise and rehearse every moment

For that chance I need to know how.

So just once I don't slip and fall,

So for once, the bruise don't need healing,

So there's energy and purpose to this,

And I can gift back these gifts I've been stealing.

Non Flower Elements

For the last week I've been traveling around the South Island with my flat mates but I wanna let ya'll know about the next show I'm making. It's another with Arlo Gibson, same as SKYLOVING, but this time will be a full length work (about an hour or so), and upstairs at the Basement from 22nd - 26th August. Awesomely, we just found out that we have been accepted into the Let's Make Work Together Incubator by Barbarian Productions in Wellington (

So we'll get a week in Welly to work on the show with some mentorship from the Barbarian Productions peeps.

About the show: 

On the journey to gnosis, Ash and Arlo seek self enlightenment through dismantlement. Let's pick apart ourselves. How did my family make me, me? How much was who I am, by nature? How much of me is my upbringing? How much of the me that is right now, the one that is making new decision after new decision, is completely controlled by that little one I have no memory of? Inspired by dance, clowning, and game, Ash and Arlo seek to expose their own earnest self-investigation in a meditative hour of entertainment. First, Arlo performs a solo piece for 20 minutes. His solo piece is joined by Ash and for the next 20 the boys perform together. Almost without notice, Arlo slips away and Ash performs the last 20 minutes alone.

This performance will be very physical; movement and image oriented, with words and music and our family too.

Non Flower Elements will be on in the Basement Studio from August 22-26.


Be lit, fam (draft)

Ew, gross, but I can't stop

a poem, a splash,


A lop.

Alope, to dream, a fantasy.

With my eyes shut I cannot see.


So simple shows finesse they say

Maturity, but come what may,

these are for me,

Of course, you think,

Of people as the letters slink

from ink to white,

metal to tree

ball to line

and thought from me.

The thoughts subside,

What's left is art

or something from which art may start.


It's comical, I guess from beat

but not the good, i guess repeat

until the meaning is devised

of course you will become suprised

as you create the relevance

based on your own developements

but you're one with omnipotence

and have to, thrifty, spend tuppence

and want to spend.

And so the art - it seems to me

Is not to show something pretty

Craftwork usury infinite mystery,

Simply, the inspiration's it.

Like passing flame,

For you, be lit.

It's Truest January

Get out! Get out!

I know a name.

Mistakes get ever clearer,

A tape will keep a record,

And the mask will get us nearer.


Too much for some

To wish for cum,

I can't stop thinking hairy.

A bait of cock, the fish shop,

Will tackle and leave em teary.


But they have hearts,

Oh, don't you start,

You'll bring me nought but dry.

A simple rhymers typecast.

A bakers crusty lye.


Are they untruths?

The ancient ones?

Or are they still a point.

Sharp in the back

But head's too blunt,

The heart's where they appoint.


And time again,

Will shackle me down.

And down, and down

Reverse it,

Nwod dna, Nwod dna

Nwod em elkcash

Lliw niaga emit

Worth it?

When I look at you I think that time could stop

Thim passing nights they pass away,

A passing so demure.

And when the new days passing comes to I

don’t want it anymore.

Oh freeze the moment,

Stop its change

This past with passing pace.

Please, quash the thing within me that has passing as a face.

For when I share a look of yours,

There is a feeling, quick;

That if I trust to God the passing

Time, it wont exist.

Then twist, a quiver is begun,

It’s when I look at you.

And only one thing I imagine

Knots, you do undo.

But knots they’ve been around so long,

Their patronage of me,

As they’re undone

A sort of havoc

Starts in my body.

Complaining knots! Not my attention take

This girl from me.

I’d rather gaze, her changing face

than feel your moving sea.

Your murky depths a promise not

of love, but of ugly.

In taking care of you I'll step, 

this sea is seeming deep.

- But with my best, I’ll drain the thing,

Then worlds attention keep.

I’ll have no time! No worries, love!

Existence pure and gem.

‘Nd I’ll have God and you to thank for


And still.

And speed.

My dearest love.

My truest friend.


Comments against urbanism






urbanism is the most concrete and perfect fulfillment of a nightmare. 

the ideal urbanism is the projection in space of a social hierarchy without conflict. roads, lawns, natural flowers and artificial forests lubricate the machinery of subjection and make it enjoyable. As it combines Machiavellianism with reinforced concrete, urbanism's conscience is clear. 

we are entering upon the reign of policed refinement. The art of reassurance - urbanism knows how to exercise it in its purest form: the ultimate civility of a power on the verge of asserting total mind control.

what signs should we recognize as our own? A few graffiti, words of rejection or forbidden gestures, hastily scrawled, in which cultured people only take an interest when they appear on the walls of some fossil city like Pompeii. But our own cities are even more fossilised.

we would like to live in lands of knowledge, amid living signs like familiar friends. The revolution will also be the perpetual creation of signs that belong to everyone. 



Look here's a little write up about SKYLOVING, the show me and Arlo Gibson made for Auckland Fringe!


Me and Arlo Gibson have made a show called SKYLOVING as part of the Auckland Fringe. We are upstairs at the Basement in the performance salon till Saturday. On from 8.17; 30 minute show; koha entry. 

An infinity of digital loving floods the sky. How do I touch someone through the screen? How do I keep them near when they are so far away? SKY LOVING is a show investigating relationships and the barriers we put between each other, personified through two men using video chat.

Here's a Gibson original:

Arlo's drawing.jpg

There was a man who didn’t think any thoughts. He wasn’t very interesting. He wasn’t very funny. He saw things and looked at them. He heard sounds but wasn’t annoyed at all. Often was he surprised. And with people he wasn’t rushed or rude. Sometimes they thought he had bad manners. Sometimes they thought he was stupid. He never supposed anything. He didn’t think to. Sometimes he sang. He didn’t know why. He never thought to wonder. It made him happy to help people. He never was much help. He didn’t really know how. But mostly people felt helped after meeting him. Or frustrated. He never got much done. But he survived.  Sometimes he sat in one place watching until his bum disappeared. And when he moved again it was like his bum was made of lazy electricity. He was always late. He always needed money and food. When he looked at advertisements he liked the eyes of the models within them. He liked pretty things. He farted in front of anyone. He slept a great deal. He slept so much that eventually he died. When he went up to God, God was like: “Man, what a waste”. And the man said nothing.

And then everything else in the whole world happened and no one thought of the man again, except when they were quiet, or stressed, or scared. And in those moments they would remember that pleasant little man who didn't really know how, and really didn’t need to.


The End.

Poem 2.. Simile

The Sparrow

With wings like an eagles

Of brown, black chestnut too

- Also the white of the seagulls

- Who fly through the sky blue

- And a beak like a griffins

- The mythical sort,

Used to snap up the worms,

Who seem quite distraut.

With textured legs like tiles,

With talons at the end.

Could use with a pair of files,

That I strongly recommend.

And the way it flips through the air,

Like a king, that’s the word.

Seems to have not a care,

What a beautifully small bird.

Hi! In light of Trump and the coming of the end of the world...

Hey guys, in light of Trump becoming President and things getting dire I thought I would post some poems I wrote when I first was introduced to the idea of poetry in Form 2. Please, do try it, you will find it is nice like colouring in.

Poem 1 Repetitive Poem


A conversation started between the skeletons one day

It was started by a skeleton who was supposedly called ray

It was the alcaholic skeleton show started it off I think

Said the alcoholic skeleton "give us a drink"

Said the posh little skeleton

"what manners I say!"

Said the objective skeleton

"I say nay!"

Said the rugby skeleton

"Ive lost my ball!"

Said the girly skeleton

"I'm off to the mall"

Said the mother skeleton

"Do your homework first"

Said the wizard-like skeleton

"You are all curst"

Said the Einstein skeleton


Said the terrified skeleton

"Mummy im scared"

Said the braniac skeleton

"Yeah im smart"

Said the artistic skeleton

"Life is just an art"

Said the bart simpson skeleton

"Don’t have a cow man"

Said the really hot skeleton

"Anyone have a fan?"

Said the really scary skeleton

"You're all scared of me!"

Said the English skeleton

"Anyone fancy a cup of tea?"

Said the burglar skeleton

"I'm running from the cops"

Said the literary skeleton

"This is where the poem stops!"


Shout at the Ground

Hey! While filming a short film "Shout at the Ground" I did some art. Here's what I has done. Thank you Heritage Hotel for the paper.